Thursday, September 23, 2021

Pain Free-Penzu Journal-Fri. 3/11/2016 at 2:00pm

You Live Life With No Care
Never Thinking Of Who You Hurt Along The Way
Promises Never Kept, Always Trying to Get By
It's Always Another Day

Escaping Your Deeds, escaping the real truth
That Lies deep inside
How Did I become A Casualty
Why Did You Pick Me?
To Suffer At Your Hand, Why Am I Still A Victim At Your Hand

Does the answer lie within me< How can that be?
I have never asked for this, I loved you with all my heart
At the time thought you were real, thought you cared
When you said "I Love You"??

But Little did I know you said that to another??
Now Knowing this my heart is broken crushed beyond repair.
You Keep reeling me in but to no avail the same song plays
The same things happen, Its your same ways.

Time To Break Free! Time To Say Good Bye
For My Own Heart My Own Mind for me to be set free,
cant take no more, the thread is broke
you said you saw my pain but do you really?? you tried you said you would
you said i can see your pain in your eyes in your face
so way continue the hurt why put me in this place?

At this stage of life I am wondering how do i wan my life to go
the plan I am ready to develop? How from out of nowwhere??
Never done this before ?

How to Start is the question? I keep asking All I know is I No Longer want the
bullshit, no longer want the anger only happiness only love
I dont know where is hear is if its with me or her or loyalty only he knows in his own heart in his own mind only for him to know not me?

All I know is the pain I want to be free!

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