Friday, November 22, 2019

The House Deceit Built-Penzu Journal-Fri. 9/23/2016 at 2:45pm







This Is The House Deceit Built
I Thought It Was Our Dream
All It Was So Many Lies It Seems
Built From Love So I Thought
Realizing Now I Know It Was Built On Deceit
This Is Why We Always Fought

Memories Of Ours So I Thought 
Not Knowing Your Memories With Another 
Memories With Her At The Same Time

Dreams I Thought Were Mine
Wife Mother Partner A Lifetime
Only A Servant To You, I Became
She Was Your Everything So It Seemed

When Did It All Decay
Looking Back I Only See 5 Years Of Loyalty
Closing My Eyes I Didn't See The Signs

Now Is Their Recovery Or Just Separate Ways
Given 110 % Investment That I Put In
So Very Little In Return
Grateful For One Thing
Sons I Raised To Men
Their Hearts Are Like Mine

A House To Be Proud Of
Is It All A Sham
The House Deceit Built
I Thought We Were Enough

Apparently You Needed More
Everything I Gave Was Neglected

Every Day A Piece Of My Heart Has Died
The Cold Look Out Of Your Eyes
I Do Not Know You
Where Is Your Heart
Is It Black As Coal

Apparently You Never Had Guilt 
You Never Felt Any Shame

Today No Regrets
You Really Feel No Mistakes Were Made
Where To Go from Here
With My Sons Being Men Now
They Need A Strong Mom
Nothing Will Ever Be The Same

Brighter Future Ahead 
This I Will Proclaim



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