Wednesday, June 24, 2020

I'm At A Loss

I'm At A Loss ??????

As I Sit Here At My Desk 

I'm At A Loss?

A Loss For Life
A Loss For People
A Loss For The World
A Loss For The Future

A Loss For The Human Heart
A Loss For Society

And I Do Not Know What To Do

I Can Not Fix My Own Broken Heart
So How Can I Fix Anything ?????

Am I  Suppose To Fix??
I Try
I Help
I Do

But It Is Just Never Enough

Again I Reflect On A Song By The Byrds Today:

To everything (turn, turn, turn)
There is a season (turn, turn, turn)
And a time to every purpose, under heaven
A time to be born, a time to die
A time to plant, a time to reap
A time to kill, a time to heal
A time to laugh, a time to weep
To everything (turn, turn, turn)
There is a season (turn, turn, turn)
And a time to every purpose, under heaven
A time to build up, a time to break down
A time to dance, a time to mourn
A time to cast away stones, a time to gather stones together
To everything (turn, turn, turn)
There is a season (turn, turn, turn)
And a time to every purpose, under heaven
A time of love, a time of hate
A time of war, a time of peace
A time you may embrace, a time to refrain from embracing
To everything (turn, turn, turn)
There is a season (turn, turn, turn)
And a time to every purpose, under heaven
A time to gain, a time to lose
A time to rend, a time to sew
A time for love, a time for hate

A time for peace, I swear it's not too late

If You Think About These Lyrics For A Moment:
Kinda Feels Like Now?
These Lyrics Were Written At A Time Of Sadness Confusion And Troubled Times Just As We Face Once Again.
But At The End Of This Song, It Not Too Late 
So Stop The Hate We Are At A Time Of Crisis
Time To Be Human Unite And Love!

JUNE 24 2006 ??????

A Day We Said "I Do"

So Soon Forgotten
Because? Was  It Real?
We Said The Vows We Planned Everything
But Someone Was In The Shadows

14 Years Today 
But It Is Like Nothing
No Words Spoken
As If It Didn't  Matter

I Reflect On 
The Words Of Skeeter Davis Today

Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me anymore
Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love
I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does
Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry

I Viewed  Some That Are Celebrating Today Such A Loving Reunion And Today Is The Day It Was Mine Too, But No Such Celebrating Occurs Because It Was Not Real.
 Oh, It Felt It At The Time With All The Planning The Rings Bought The Excitement The Family That Celebrated It Was  Such A Joyous Occasion But Little That I Knew Someone Was There In The Shadows Still So Why Would It Mean Anything Today 14 Years Later? 

Nothing?? No Happy Anniversary No Nothing Just Abusive Behavior, As Usual, A Man Who Has A  Mean Heart Full Of ???? I Do Not Know How To Describe It :( 
But How Could I Expect Anything From A Man Who Could Never Give?

I'm At A Loss 
Today I Wrote In Blue Because It Was Our Colors But Those Colors Are No More.

Things Have Changed 
I No Longer Look At Things The Same
So I Say Today 14 Years 
On A Piece Of Paper 
30 Years In My Heart  
The Time I Have Invested Alone
Yes Today I Am Lonely In My Heart
Saddened  And Broken 

I Never Said One Word Today Why Would I?
Because Why Would You Celebrate A Fake Marriage??
I Committed 30 Years Ago I Took Vows 14 Years ago

But To This Sick Mental Nasty Person, It Means Nothing
So Sad :(

Well, This Is One For The Books 
My Heart As It Stands!

Thursday, June 11, 2020

Childhood Letters~Adulthood Letters We Are The Tender Two

Remember These?
This Is For You La La :)
Letters From Lisa

How Childhood Letters Became A Blog. 
These Treasures To Share With The World.
 This View Of Our Childhood That Spilled Over Into Adulthood 

These Pictures Will Speak For Themselves.
This Little Valentine I Found Lisa. And It is From You. 
So Appropriate Nestled Amongst Your Letters.
Letters From Our Past 
Kept Treasures 
Our Thoughts & Feelings 
Written On 
Whatever We Could Write On
From Two Dear Hearts.
Continues Today 
After 30 Plus Years 

To Show The World Pen To Paper You Can Never Take Away.

May The Tender Two Lift You Up In Many Ways 
Give Your Tears Of Joy & Laughter Love In Your Heart 
The Simplest Of Pleasures 
Some Paper A Pen A Story An Adventure 

The Tender Two!

Postcard Challenge Accepted Traveling Memories

                                    The Postcard Challenge 
                     I Will Accept Gladly


This first photo is a grouping of all the postcards I have saved. 
From the 1980s Thru 2006

                      A Variety Of Places.


This grouping is a postcard from Italy (Marrianne) One from Arizona (Melissa) Two doggies & horses from (Cindy) Let me take you through my travels with postcards. 

Shall We Begin
This Postcard Is From Marrianne She Went To A Lovely Family Vacation in the '80s & Shared Such A Lovely Place. 
Italy (Scilla) La Spiaggia-La Plage-The Beach-Der Strand. At The Bottom Ediz 168 Polimento Pietri Via Del Gatto 2 Reggio Calabria. Here Below You Can See The Stamps They Are A Bit Worn, What A Beautiful Place 

Next, We Travel To Arizona
The Majestics Of The Grand Canyon, Where Melissa Took A Family Vacation Also In The 80s What An Experience To Share Thank You, Melissa!

Now For Some Cute Puppies & Horses That Cindy Shared, I Believe One Is From Denver Colorado. Circa 80's

The Curious Colt

Here Are Some Adorable Puppies Thank You, Cindy!

Cute Puppies

Next, We Travel To Hong Kong
To A Traditional Country Market
This One Is Called Luen Wo. My Japanese Friend Yuko Shared This With Me, Also In the 80's 
Very Interesting Place
Loved This Yuko :D
Then Here We Go To Japan Yuko Always Sent Me Cute Postcards & Letters During My High School Years In The 80s 
Such A Dear Friend 
On To The Magic Kingdom The Happiest Place On Earth!
The Beautiful Sleeping Beauty's Castle.
My Cousin Shannon Sent Me This When She Visited Disneyland in the 80s. 
Our Favorite Place Love You, Shannon
The Magic Of Disney Will Make Your Heart Sing, That Can Brighten Your Day!

Wonderful Travels!
Beautiful Freinds & Family

Next On To Texas
And The Rio Grande
My Brother From Another Mother Sent This Cute Cowgirl Postcard Just For Fun. 
The Next One Is Don & Phil Everly The Everly Brothers 
Henry Lives In San Antonio He Sent Me post Cards From Time To Time In 2004-2006 Such A Beautiful Friend & Brother.

I Hope You Have Enjoyed This Trip Of My Vintage Postcards. 

Beautiful Places Majestic Wonders Cute Animals, Fun Places.
Wonderful Memories Of My Friends & Family That Forever Remain In My Heart. Thank You La La For This Challenge It Was Fun Traveling Through Memory Lane & These Wonderful Places Again.

Arrivederci, Syonara, Adios,
Good Bye & So Long 
Happy Trails!


Wednesday, June 10, 2020

The World Today~Pandemic~Riots~Lack Of Love & Empathy

Among So Many Things 

A Pandemic Struck Us 

Riots Rang Out Once Again:

Race Against Race~People Against People~A Nation Going Backwards In Time?

Its Been A While On Here: I Feel Compelled To Talk Now:

First of all, I am deeply sorry for the loss of life during the pandemic I am deeply sorry for the Loss of George Floyd it is so sad to take a life at the hand of ignorance and hate. It clouds your purpose in life, we have evolved from this and yes it still remains. 

I'm reaching out to the ones who feel insignificant who feel bad for who they are who get shut out when they are trying to speak we all have voices we all need to speak we must let everyone be heard positively, among families or loved ones let voices be heard positively let them get their point across.
Nothing worse than to be shut down by one's ignorance and insecurity. 

                                    United We Stand 
                Divided We Fall 

People's insecurity, phobias, blatant control misunderstanding, plain evil projection I could go on! 
We are created out of "Love" and to "Be Loved" as one.

We all came from places we are blended as a country us individuals we love who we want to love we are peaceful people we can overcome all this.

There has been many strifes in the world sacrifices brutal murders genocide and we have evolved we can not go backward! 
Hate is a poison upon us we can not let this poison continue to flow. We are a united people from many backgrounds and many cultures and many ethnicities genders we can not be silenced.


The Insecure & the ignorant try to get in the way of our beauty and to flourish as we are meant to be. 
We cannot allow the bullies and the ones who want to silence us win. We will rise above we can speak we will be heard we will triumph without violence.

Peace Love Acceptance Joy Respect Us Deserve
We Are All Brothers & Sisters.

I have struggled with this I felt compelled to state my feelings. It is so sad the world is this way we have evolved so much and to take so many steps backward, to be so mean and blatant hate towards one another people fighting to destroy one another the businesses that make up this economy the very necessities that we rely on as a country.
It hurts my heart tremendously.


Then there are the selfless ones who continue to work and provide everyone should take a lesson from the medical workers~caregivers~the people in our grocery industry the ones in the industries that help us survive as a society. They have not thought of themselves they do their jobs for all of us.

I felt it was necessary to share my view on
this subject. 

Our space and time on this earth are precious not to be taken granted,  love one another enjoy the beauty in the world that is what it should be, is it so very sad the world is not full of hate, bigotry, deceit, ignorance, and destruction. 

We are created in love everyone should remember this, instead, the selfishness comes into play! 
It is so very sad to be this way. 
I am a tender loving heart that is the way I have been always and it has cost me at times. I'd rather be me then to be part of the darkness that plagues this world I pray they begin to see the light!!

Tuesday, June 9, 2020

Postcard Challenge

Postcard Traveler

This postcard is a challenge to Ruby. Mostly for her personal enjoyment. Ruby I know you recognize the writing of the notes on the back. The destination is The Sirens Beach in Scillia, Italy. This was sent from another one of our dear childhood friends from elementary school. She kept in touch for many years by post and when she finally had the opportunity to visit her parents birthplace she still thought to share a note with an old friend.

Look at the wonderful postmark and Italian stamps.
The photography is so beautiful and artwork of the stamps is a treasure.

The second part of the challenge Ruby dear is find your Vintage post cards and share with us some of the adventures they brought to your lifetime.
Cannot wait to see what you find.  Hoping you also got a postcard from ML.

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